I’ve Been Directing Gemstones for Years… Then I Realized I’m the Gemstone
- Oct 5
- 3 min read
You ever have one of those moments where you just stop mid-thought and go, “well, I’m a dumbass—but in a cosmic way"?
That was me the other night, sitting in my little storm-charged bubble, realizing I’ve been doing this energy thing backwards.
For years, I’ve talked to my gems like tiny coworkers.
“Citrine, go handle the money grid.” “Shungite, clean up that nonsense.”
“Rose quartz, hold the heart line while I drink my coffee."
They listen. They always have. But somewhere along the way, I forgot the obvious: I’m made of the same stuff.
If I can tell a crystal to turn chaos into calm or scarcity into abundance… why am I still out here grinding through endless rounds of “clear, release, repeat”? What if instead of transmuting energy like a full-time janitor of vibes, I directed it like a game designer?
Take the poverty frequency, for example—what if, instead of clearing it again and again, I just turned it into the energy of abundance? Same raw material, new storyline.
It hit me like, of course. The fairies have probably been laughing at me for decades. Energy isn’t a problem to fix—it’s a playground waiting for direction.
From Blocking to Transmuting to Directing
Let’s be honest: the fairies have been watching me my whole life, waiting for me to finally have this epiphany.
First, I tried blocking energy—shutting it out, putting up shields, pretending I was a rock. Spoiler: it didn’t work.
Then I learned how to transmute it. Suddenly I was the human Brita filter of vibes—running every dense emotion through my system and spitting it back out lighter. And guess what? It became heavier and more frequent, like the universe was bringing me extra loads because I was so good at clearing.
Now I’m finally realizing: if I can do this, I might as well get paid—universally speaking. Why keep sweeping the same floor when I can take the dust and sculpt something new? Instead of carrying buckets of poverty energy and dumping them out, I can direct them into abundance and clear a chunk at a time. Less to come back, because it’s already taken a new form.
It’s alchemy, but on my terms.
From Transmutation to Play
Here’s the shift:
Transmuting energy keeps you neutral.
Directing energy turns you creative.
When you stop trying to “get rid of” what you feel and start playing with it, you step into magician mode. You’re no longer absorbing or releasing—you’re shaping.
And play changes everything. It raises your vibration faster than any ritual because laughter and curiosity are pure creation frequencies. It’s why the fae don’t bother with cleansing—they play their way through energy until it sings.
The Five-Step Game: Catch → Name → Claim → Shape → Play
Catch the energy when it enters your field. Don’t judge it—just notice it.
Name it. “Ah, this is poverty/fear/jealousy/whatever.” Naming keeps it from running the show.
Claim it as raw material. It’s yours now.
Shape it into something useful—turn fear into courage, lack into gratitude, grief into grace.
Play. Laugh with it. Give it a silly name. Make it a quest. The moment it feels fun, it’s already transforming.
The Invitation
If this idea lights you up, I’m designing a few Energy Games for my subscribers—ways to reprogram energy through curiosity and joy.
Think candle play and music, simple rituals that move energy through rhythm, color, and sound.
Because if we’re going to absorb the world’s energy anyway, we might as well have fun—and get a little universally paid while we’re at it.
Everyday Magic in Real Time
And this — right here — is everyday magic. It’s not just about spells or crystals; it’s about learning how to live as the alchemist of your own energy.
If you read my last post about bubbles vs. transmutation, consider this the next step. This is where the work stops feeling like work and starts becoming play.
If you’re not following or subscribed yet, you might miss the natural evolution of my gifts — and maybe yours too, if you resonate. We’re moving through this together, learning to recycle the heaviness of the world into something luminous. Don’t just watch; come play.
